It started with this darling photo I had taken of my daughter.
the haze of the baby days...
I decided I wanted the process fully in my own hands, away from the film lab, and thought, it couldn’t be too hard to do this myself at home. Well, it was hard, very frustrating at times, often panic inducing as it involved sitting in complete darkness in a confined space while the film escaped my attempts at spooling it onto the reel. But, it was totally worth it. Over time, I developed a system for developing and archiving film spotlessly and efficiently. What began with crouching in the darkness of my tiny bathroom evolved into installing custom blackout shades on my bedroom windows and obtaining an Intrepid compact enlarger to finally begin printing my work in my limited space.
As my darkroom was coming together in a cramped corner of my bedroom, I dreamed also of having my own portrait studio. I had a roll of backdrop paper installed on a curtain rod and got myself beautiful vintage styled studio lighting. All this was going on in my 350 sq ft back house apartment on my maternal grandmother’s property in Glendale. In order to roll out the backdrop and set up my lighting, I would have to break down my dining table and move furniture outside, a cumbersome obstacle to using the studio. As my dreams, projects, and daughter all grew, it became increasingly apparent that I could not fit everything into this tiny space, and when an opportunity presented for us to move, we did, and I converted the space we had lived in for three years into my dedicated photography studio and darkroom.